"Weiqian!" Fang Yan didn’t know when Zheng Weiqian came or how much he heard. But it doesn’t matter. Just judging by his expression, he must certainly have heard it. The last two sentences that she said which were due to being riled up by Lin Xuanxuan was that she is using him for revenge. She could imagine what he felt when he heard it outside the door.
Zheng Weiqian was actually outside the door from the very beginning. He knew that Lin Xuanxuan was going to look for Fang Yan, with his silent consent because he really wants to know whether Fang Yan loves him or is using him.
Just outside the door when he heard Lin Xuanxuan confront of about all those dirty words, he wanted to burst inside and hug and comfort her. Those words must’ve stung. But his inner desires kept him from doing so because he eagerly wants to hear Fang Yan say she loves him. He got the answer but it’s not the one that he wanted. It turns out that she didn’t really love him. Because Lin Xuanxuan loves him, she wants to use him to retaliate against her. It turns out she could sell her own feelings just for the sake of revenge. It turns out that the woman he loves would do anything for revenge…..
Zheng Weiqian looked at her like that. The surrounding air was cold as ice, freezing her in place.
"Weiqian, I–" Fang Yan swallowed and wanted to explain, but it felt impossible to explain. She never said anything to him so she really doesn't know where to start or what to say. Finally, Fang Yan lowered her head, "I’m sorry, I don't know what to say, sorry." This moment came too suddenly, she really doesn't know what to say. If she can, she doesn't want Weiqian to know all about it. She would rather hide it from him forever. After all, being a bastard child is not a glorious identity.
‘Sorry,’ She didn’t know what to say because everything she said is true. She was just using him for revenge on the Lin family. Zheng Weiqian closed his eyes in remorse, ‘It turns out she doesn’t reciprocate his feelings….’
They silently stood there. Fang Yan did not know how to explain and Zheng Weiqian was silently venting his pain. Lin Xuanxuan just slightly smiled and watch them break.
After a long silence, Zheng Weiqian clenched his fist and said, "Let’s break up." His voice was very cold, without a trace of warmth. He is a proud person, and even if she is bruised, he will not let himself show a slight bit of weakness in front of her.
Fang Yan looked at him in disbelief. What did he say?! He wants to break up! He doesn’t want her!
“Weiqian, listen to me, things aren’t like this. I love you, I never took advantage of your feelings. It’s not like how I said. I really love you.” Fang Yan anxiously said as she pulled his hand.
Love him. She never said this to him before, no matter how much they pushed. This phrase is what he was most eager to hear before, but now it sounds ironic and ridiculous.
Zheng Weiqian pushed away her hand and indifferently said, “I will inform the HR department. You do not need to go to work tomorrow. I also don’t want to see you ever again.”
Fang Yan fixedly stared at him her heartache wildly spreading throughout. She could see her world swallow up in darkness.
“You don’t believe me?” A look of hurt appeared on Fang Yan’s face. The man that she loves doesn't believe her.
“I believe, I believe every damn word you said inside!” Zheng Weiqian roared. The anger replaced his reason, blurring his vision. Zheng Weiqian couldn’t see the sadness in her eyes. “I only just now realized what kind of woman I fell in love with. You don’t care about my feelings!”
Tears formed around her eyes but didn’t fall down. She proudly hid her sadness and tears, and meet his angry eyes and said, "Yes, I don’t cherish your feelings."
Zheng Weiqian suppressed the dissatisfaction and anger in his heart and tightly clenched his fist. He closed his eyes and said, "Fang Yan, I really hate you. Don't ever let me see you again..." After that, he turned and left.
When he turned around, her tears finally couldn’t be restrained. Fang Yan watched as he steps by step walked out of her life and leave her world.
"You can't fight me." There was a smile on Lin Xuanxuan’s face. She had already got up and came to Fang Yan's side. She looked at her with contempt, disdain, and ridicule in her eyes.
Fang Yan turned around and glared at her, “This was all arranged by you.” She planned all of this from the beginning. She really wasn’t going to give her money to leave, she just wanted to anger her to let her say those words and let Weiqian misunderstand all of this.
Lin Xuanxuan coldly sneered at her and chased after Zheng Weiqian.
Fang Yan fell to the ground as her tears silently fell. She knew that her world had really collapsed, and all its colors have been replaced with darkness.
Oh no! Fan Yan, come on...you are stronger than this!
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